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[Sun 13 Sep @ 9:45pm] |
[Katie]
I'm going insane!
I told Lee it was totally over, never going to happen again. We ARE NOT getting back together, even if he tells you that there is still hope. There is no hope for that, I have no desire to get back with Lee, he's a great guy and all, but I never think about him much anymore. I think about Embry all the time... It's insane...
So I think we need to go out soon. Well on the weekend, I can come visit or something.
I don't know Katie, I still wish I could go back to school, but this guy Embry is kind of just... Well it sort of feels like he's taken over my life, but not in a bad way. That sounded really bad didn't it? I didn't mean for it to sound bad, he's just sort of become really important to him. He's amazing to hang out with. It's like I'm always safe. With everything that has been happening I just feel so safe now.
Even if he isn't around I just feel safe. I don't know how he does it, but he managed to take away a lot of the fear a felt after my step-mother died. I can't really explain it, but it's a good feeling.
[End]
[Self / Katie & Embry can read]
For the first time in months my father actually laughed. It was by far the most amazing thing to see. It almost made me start to cry
[End]
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| 01; Is this really life? |
[Sat 29 Aug @ 1:45pm] |
[Self]
It's been a couple of months and still everything just feels like a fucking mess. Dad can't hold himself together. Luke wont take and keeps acting up.
I don't know how to take care of any of them.
I just want to go back to school but I said I'd stay, so here I am.
I need something else to do.
[End]
Katie, do you want to go the beach?
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